Just One Day
I just want one day….
one day where i dont see you where ever i go
one day where i dont feel your touch on my skin
one day where i dont think about you and cringe
one day that i dont wish i had never met you
one day that i fully like myself
one day that i dont think about what you did to me
one day that you didnt exist
one day that i could listen to any music and not be reminded of you
one day that i dont feel so alone
one day that i didnt hate you
one day that i could look at someone and not see you
one day where i could be kind to everyone and not just see the worst in them
one day that i am truly filled with the love i should be
one day that i actually feel worth it
one day that i dont feel nasty
one day that i can look in the mirror and like what stares back
one day that i dont feel addicted
one day that i can leave it alone
one day that i forgive you
one day that you remember me
one day that you feel remorse
one day that you feel the pain you have caused me
one day that you are reminded of the good times
one day that you make yourself better
one day that you change your life
one day that we would have never met
I want one day with all of these things
but i want an everyday without a thought of you
an everyday where you were never born
an everyday that you never met me
but i know there WILL be one day where i can finally feel like i made a difference
there WILL be a day that i love myself again
there WILL be a time without the pain and heartache
That one day is the most important
and that one day WILL come
